I want.

I want to be a good person.
I want to do something with my life.
I want to be able to get to my goals without strings.
I want to make my family so damn proud of ME.
I want to be beautiful.
I want to be healthy.
I want to be more outgoing.
I want to be able to pick up the phone and have a conversation sometimes.
I want to figure out a way to balance everything in my life.
I want to be worthy.

AS LONG AS THIS COUNTRY EXISTS ON STOLEN LAND IT SHOULD HAVE OPEN BORDERS.
WE ARE INDIGENOUS TO THIS LAND.
FREAK PAPELES & FREAK IMMIGRATION LAWS.

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1st Entree

so here i am... i guess this is the place where i can write my most inner thoughts okay maybe not but ya'll know what i mean. Anyhow... let me see where i should begin ummmm so these past last months ive grown up alot, like my outlook on things is way more than it used to be. I decided to focus more on school than anything else i really want to do great and go to college and make something outta myself i guess its just a matter of time. Im really happy right now.. I'm meeting all sorts of new friends...finding out more about myself as a person. uhhh i dont know


so today i talked to macho [[my ex]] well kinda and he is so confusing
he wants to stop talking to me and get his stuff together but yet he says that he just couldnt
i do love him with all my heart and please beleive i always will but right now i do not i repeat do not need a boyfriend too much DRAMA

well okay so this was my 1st entree.. yea i type alot but what did you expect lol im happy i have alot going on and this journal thing excites me....
-alex